Chapter 17: Crime Scene



Chapter 17

Crime Scene







Tom was fast to the crime scene, fast enough to catch Detective Ryan Cahill fucking the dead girl’s body, which might have been too fast after all. He was ultra early thanks to his criminal car and a courtesy call from a female police officer, a friend of his, but that’s a story from another file.

The victim was a stripper, 21.5, Anna Magenta, and every man in the city knew her name and cup size. She had been on the scene about nine months, all bubbles, guided downtown by invisible wranglers, gently sifted onto the boulevard, drifted downward to the void of carnal depravity, the sincerity of ejaculate. She justified because she was making good green and only dancing in order to pay for her college education, which would lead to a husband and wholesome Christian existence.

Fuck you.

Tom tapped the apartment stairs- up five flights- because he didn’t trust elevators. Down the long hallway he could see Anna’s naked body, light by the white of the morning sun, Cahill on his knees, the girl’s leg over his shoulder, the cop’s belt buckle jingling, hammering hard and fast, pushing himself inside her, so foul that even his partner Bobby Jones turned his head and, “Awwww...”

The crime scene photographer was blind to the romance, took pictures of the lipstick scrawled on the wall:

“GOOD MORNING BYUTIFUL” [sic]

Jones, pen to pad against the window, “The fuck is wrong with you?”

Cahill, gleeful, still dripping cum while buckling his belt: “Gimme a break... there are kids starving in China.”

The cop spotted Atari and the smile fell away. “How did you get in?”

Jones turned to face Tom: “Atari. Lemme guess: the family hired you. Sobbing Mom... Arkansas... Omaha...”

Tom stepped to the body- a child again in death, forgiven, eyes frozen closed in torment, her naked body gray and water-logged. Her hands were gone, hacked away with a blade sharp, rainbow spaghetti hanging out the stumps. 

“Nope,” Tom said a silent prayer: “I’m doing this pro-bono.”

Cahill, halfway through a Lucky, with a bucket of smoke: “Christ Almighty, Tom Atari’s on the case: I guess we can go home now, Bob.”

Tom, turning to face him, Ryan Cahill, pale Irish potato, three-day beard because it was always there, because he believed he was cool breeze. He was crooked as a crap game, and Tom would have hated his guts if he had any. 

“This is Anna Magenta.” 

Jones, tall, oblong, warning, “You’re not supposed to be here, Tom.”

Cahill watched Atari close. “We don’t need your help.”

“She’s dead, yeah? If that’s lipstick on the wall it would make her the seventh victim of the Lipstick Killer. You count to seven? Sound like a lot... sound like you need all the help you can get.”

Cahill, coughing, “Fuck off.”

Bobby Jones stepped over the black high-heel traced in chalk on the fuzz apartment carpet: “Ryan, enough with the language.”

Atari, quiet, “What happened here?” He gave them a look that came from inside and for a moment both men were detectives again, spines aligned, on-duty, reporting to him like a Captain.

Cahill: “What do you think- guy broke in, fucked her something awesome, cut her neck and took her hands as trophies. It was the Limp-Dick Killer- if you believe he exists. I say the papers made such a fuss of that first girl that we got a bunch of sick maniacs playing copycat.”

Tom, to himself, “Tesla.” 

Jones, shaking his head at his partner, “I told you it’s the same guy- one copycat maybe, not five.”

Atari stepped around to Anna’s feet, crossing behind Cahill, who had to turn his neck. “Why do you find it so hard to believe that it’s the same guy? He’s out there. He’s no good.”

Jones nodded, brave, “It’s one guy. And he’s good at this.

The photographer got Anna’s mangled body, Atari’s tattered shoes in the bottom of the frame. For color.

Cahill was looking in his partner, disbelief in his voice.

“Listen to you. Lipstick is a creation to sell papers. It’s probably one of the crime writers doing this himself, wouldn’t surprise me.”

Tom, watching the detectives, husband and wife. “How’d she get in the hallway?”

Cahill, snorting, cigarette dangling, “She danced her way out here.”

He had found his partner’s inner hog: Jones started laughing. Ryan, on a roll, “That’s what she does, you know, Tommy... titty dancing.” He shook his chest in mocking stride, Anna’s eyes looking up, asking why.

“Lipstick has never taken them out of their apartment before,” Atari nodding at the wall, “and he’s never written on anything other than a mirror.”

“So he’s branching out. Changing his style.” Jones, curious.

“How the hell do you know all this? Get the fuck out of here, Atari.” Cahill pulled another cigarette from his pack.


Tom cleared his throat. "Some people say he's a cop."

Cahill: "Some people say he's Tom Atari."

Jones: "He's branching out."


Tom had enough. “He’s not branching out- he’s getting sloppy. I say he’s ready to be caught. Now he wants it.”

Jones’ eyes, locked on Tom, rolled slow to Cahill.

Cahill lit, spit a bit of tobacco from his lip to the carpet. “You say? You’re not a cop. And we don’t need your help.”

Tom eyed the doorframe of Anna’s apartment. Doorknob and lock intact, untouched. He pled.

“Give me fifteen minutes- I promise you there’s something here- at this scene- that will lead you directly to the Lipstick Killer.”

Detective Ryan Cahill hitched up his belt, sniffed, and looked into Tom’s eyes. “I’ll give you fifteen seconds to get out of here before I kick you in the ass.” The stank from his shit-eating grin stunk the hallway awful.

Tom, disgusted, looked to Jones, whose eyes went down to the body. Atari shook his head, took a step away and turned back to Cahill.

“Tell me, Ryan: do you fuck women with heartbeats or can you only get hard when they do?”

The cigarette fell from Cahill’s fingers as he reared back and punched Tom in the ear with all the force he could muster.

Tom, reeling, gasping for breath, inhaled and felt the air blow out his ear, knew what it meant: ruptured eardrum, the ringing so loud he couldn’t hear as Bobby turned to him and mouthed words with no sound.

Anna Magenta.

Tom, holding his bloody ear, staggering to the staircase, where Cahill kicked him from behind, sending him tumbling down the concrete steps, knocking his head on seven and two and landing on the landing in a heap.

The last thing he saw before blacking out was Jones and Cahill above him, looking down and laughing in a silent movie.

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Chapter 78: Nino The Wino



Chapter 78

Nino The Wino




“You’re a fucking moron, Tom Atari, and what’s worse is that you’re too dumb to know how stupid you are.”

Tom didn’t understand.

“You think you’re a hero? You think you’re Superman? You’re ground beef in a bad suit.”

This was Nino the Wino, homeless, most voluminous boozebag in town- drunk- preaching from his stool at the bar, which might have been a throne the way he talked, hat tipped back to show the greasy strands, grinning like a cheetah, putting his finger in the air and announcing: “You couldn’t find shit in an outhouse!”

Benny and Asa- two of the regulars- sat beside him at the bar, laughing into hacking cough, enjoying Tom’s public humiliation. Nino raised his glass: “Salud, you horse’s ass!”

Nino had been a grocer once, Tom was pretty sure. Or something. Maybe not. It was a Monday night in the Wonder Bar, and Atari was only there for information- the abuse was on the house.

“You don’t act like a detective, you don’t think like a detective...” Nino looked to his left and right, boozy gleam in his eye, signaling his subjects before delivering the blast: “You don’t even DRINK like a detective!”

Benny and Asa- de facto round table- roared in hysterical laughter as Tom sipped his ginger ale. Nino stuck his face in his sour glass, soaking up the whiskey sweet through alcoholic osmosis. He emerged and swallowed, somehow in mid-laugh, looking side to side for appreciation.

“Don’t you see they’re using that little girl to lead you around by the nose? The cock and heart, too!”

Another round of laughter. Tom couldn’t find the punchline.

“You're a sucker.  Everyone knows that.”

Nino, little and Italian, wrinkled, pruny, could’ve been something if not for the bottle, or so goes the skipping record. He was sixty-something if not seventy, older than Tom, and unrelenting. His words were like a brick to the temple, but Tom knew that with enough sour mash the truth would come out. He signaled the bartender.

“Let me tell you a story,” Nino took off, and Tom settled back, “One night a man wake up- middle of the night. He’s in bed, alone except for his wife. And his kids is in the other bedroom down the hall. And you know what he wants? More than anything? Benny?”

Nope.

“Asa?”

Ditto.

“Tommy?”

Tom Atari- stillframe.

“It was cling peaches!”

Benny and Asa nodded, deep, this was understood, elemental and eternal- at least among men in this stage of intoxication.

“The man's got to have cling peaches! No matter what- don’t matter when, that’s part of what’s inside of him. So what do you think he do? He gets out of bed, goes downstairs in the middle of the night, in his kitchen, writes a note to his beloved wife!”

A tall man walked into the bar with an underage blonde on his arm, beaming, her mascara lashing Tom’s cheek.

Nino: “The note says ‘Dear Meredith, I love you more than life itself but I had to go out tonight for cling peaches. I hope you understand I needed cling peaches. I love you. And I love the kids too. Yours forever, Carmen’ He wrote this! He knows he’s gonna die but he goes anyway! What makes a man leave his wife and kids for a can of cling peaches?!?”

Tom thought about answering but didn’t. It was a rhetorical.

“He gets to the all-night market. He makes it! Can of cling peaches in his car! And he’s on the road back home! But God’s in the mood for a good laugh! So he puts an old man on the road- some drunk who can’t find the drive pedal- speeding away- and around the corner comes Carmen, driving home with his cling peaches and his head full of Heaven.”

Nino turned to Atari, smiling wide, “Am I going too fast for you, Tommy?”

Tom, sober, lost, shook his head.

“What do you think happens at the corner?  Carmen comes round the bend, the old man too, they hit- WHAM!- cars collapse like accordions, old man drunk is dead before he knows it, Carmen killed and the can of cling peaches busted open, side of the road, leaking syrup on the pavement- was it worth it? Was it worth it?”

And suddenly, somehow, in that timeless minute, Tom Atari transcended the drunk's meaningless babble, traveled back through his own timeline: back to medical school and his days at St. Vincent’s hospital, warm and cold in his scrubs, sitting in on his first autopsy with the other med students, his friend Charlie Scrabble vomiting in the trash can and Tom ignoring him out of respect, focusing on the body, as the rib cage was lifted away, the lungs removed and stored, the heart disassembled...

It was supposed to become easier the more you saw it. Maybe it did.

It was a hobo on the table, being torn apart out of curiosity... and the sight of the human being at this subatomic level was something you never forgot. Couldn’t forget. Not even Tom. He was handling it, blinking when he had to blink, fighting the head rush, the dizziness...

But the brain.

Cling peaches.

The brain: sawing through the skull cap was bad enough but seeing the brain naked, bald, still full of thoughts and notions, bad ideas and romantic fantasy. It was too raw. It needed protection.

Cling peaches.

And then Dr. Ecker poked and that liquid fell.

Heavy syrup.

No gush. No gravity. Just a watery sigh.

Heavy syrup.

And then-

Tom was back in the bar, heart pumping angry blood. He stood up, kicked the stool out from under Nino the Wino, spilling him to the floor. The stumblebum took a good moment before he realized he'd been downed. The bartender, a good man, saw nothing, and Benny and Asa got mute.

“Are you gonna answer my questions or bore us all to death with cling peaches?”

Nino, from the ground, looked up at Tom, sorry.

Atari bent to help the old man get back on his feet. He handed Nino his hat. “I don’t need mythology and I don’t need symbolism... I need facts. I need help.”

Nino, blinked, clear-headed or as close as he got.

“Run 'cross the street to the package store and get me a bottle of Ten High...” Nino swallowed, “and I’ll tell you what I know about Project Geronimo.”

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Chapter 1: Rebirth



Chapter 1

Rebirth





When the bullet struck Tom Atari’s spine he left us for a while. He was dissolved into whitespace, suspended in gaffa, absolved by the finer light and drowned in the ocean of space, and that’s when he saw it- a fuzzy cosmic cloud the size of a moth, and beyond that, humanity’s glowing future.

It was out there, beyond the horizon, a warm, pulsing sun, blinding in its radiance, biding its time and keeping quiet. Tom heard the beat, felt the heat on his chin, saw the schedule, the way it was supposed to be, and in spite of everything he knew he had to smile: was being alive so bad after all?

He woke up next in a hospital bed- wet hot with morning urine- to the nurses taking away his morphine: a woman, wordless, cutting the line with a knife, his blood suddenly lonely. He tried to remember he had really been there, had seen the future, but the body was a nuisance: the rage of broken skin came back into his head and he wrecked as his chest seized, sweat to kiss the tears as his forehead grooved apology.

The days went by, recovery taking time after time, and there were doctors repeating themselves, nurses polite, as he became ready to face Project Geronimo and all its gravity: the United States government enslaving its own people through mind control. Tom was resolved: they would be stopped, freedom would be restored, and he could finally get some rest, finally retire and play golf with tall Latin women. Down in Florida.

The Florida Keys. When it storms.

He reached for a glass of water, but no water came. He was wasting time on purpose.

Outside the hospital walls the Lipstick Killer was still running free, terrorizing the people, controlling them in fear. Tom wondered if he was just one man.

Sandy. She needed to be told.

Then his friends and family... he would do it slowly, gently. He eyed his revolver on the bed stand and laughed. Slowly. Gently. Saving the planet takes time.

One of the nurses came back and offered Tom a painkiller.

He turned her down.
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